I know it’s been a while since I last wrote a blog and I also know that I promised I will be blogging at least once a week but then this month I am a complete failure. There is actually a reason behind this which I hope you would understand as I’m sure you too might have experienced it at some point in your life.
Right now, I feel as if I am standing at the fork in the road not knowing which way to take. There is one that leads me to a place so familiar – with lots of same old faces to see and the other one still unknown but promises lots of new adventures and excitement with the opportunity to meet new people.
So, what am I doing here? Where did this new road come from? How did I get here? Should I take this unfamiliar road or should I just carry on with this same route I am in right now? Why am I confused? What brought me here? Is it just my dissatisfaction, my emotions or is it my destiny that brought me to this place?
Help! I feel lost!
I have so many questions in my heart. But actually the main question that I really need to answer is, “where do I want to go?” And this is where I get stuck! I know once I have answered this, the rest would be easy and with it I could make a decision which road to take.
In the next coming days, I will try to answer this and hopefully and prayerfully I will find it. I need to get deep into the heart of the matter and seek direction. Once the goal has been set, surely the decision will be easy to make and as the cliché goes, ‘everything will fall right into place’.
With this in mind, I am sure you now understand my silence. But I should be back with a vengeance quite soon. 🙂